I can see the baby moving!

This little baby girl knows how to exercise! She's growing in leaps and bounds, and in fact, last night I watched in amazement as my stomach moved at the point of those kicks!! She seems to be head down most of the time so the kicks are all above my belly button. Every now and then I get elbowed in my lower abdomen too. It's amazing. Seems as if she either moves a lot in her sleep or she's just awake more than asleep! Night times are crazy, all night she's moving and if I get her to settle down, the minute I move, she moves. It's hard for me to get comfortable because of the belly and she makes me feel as if I am inconveniencing HER!! LOL. Night times are rough - sleeping less and less what with going to pee 3 times, plus being uncomfortable, plus bad dreams! Last night I had a terrible dream (first one about baby) where I am totally unprepared for her and it was a disaster! In the dream I had not sanitized the bottles yet, had no idea what or when to feed her, breastfeeding was a nightmare that hurt and just didn't work, then in the end I dropped the baby!! While telling Deryk about it today I started crying. LOLs - darn hormones!

My tummy is growing so fast - I am grateful that the stretch marks are not happening - THANK YOU mom for great genes! I thought I'd get away with the belly button staying in but maybe not - we'll see - if she can stop kicking it maybe?

At this point everyone's buying cute baby things and decorating nursery etc, and I don't even know where we'll be living after the baby is born. I have not bought one single thing for the baby yet! I feel so stressed out and unprepared; I wish we could plan things. I'm giving myself 2 months in Florida before the due date so hopefully I will have enough time to get everything then. I'm adamant that this baby be born in the USA because it will give her more opportunities later in life but now I am seeing what a huge sacrifice that is going to be.